eclipse_n2_lust (eclipse_n2_lust) wrote,

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A Sense of Longing

 Tonight was awkward.

She gave me the "stink eye" . . . a lot actually.  It was getting on my nerves how often I would look behind her for someone I knew and caught her looking at me.

I'm glad I got a chance to say hello to Pedro, Heather, and Stacy.

I called her Moonshoes and she didn't get it at first . . . it broke my heart a bit.

Missing you is so much more difficult when you're less than 10 feet away from me.

I wanted to text you throughout the night, but I didn't want her to know what I was doing.  It would only upset her more.  I know you can agree with that.

I started to tear up when I got your text today saying you missed me.  It meant so much and it made tonight so hard.

My silver lining though would have to be finally seeing you look at me and smile.  I waved and you did something with your hand, but I couldn't tell cause you were more in shadow than in light.

Orange team meetings are going to be awkward, I realized tonight.

It also seem that now my sixlets seem so far away, I keep having intense cravings for them.

I hope to meet up with you tomorrow in 3rd floor lounge.

I miss you.

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